Last Sunday of the year creates controversy
Sunday I understand you, you don’t like me and I’m okay with that. I really would just like you to know that I am trying to get to know you. I tell you things at night and even though you are ignoring me, I continue to talk hoping a word or two will get through. Sometimes I even make a list, numerically to see what I have to do in the coming week. I never really write it down though which is ironic. I for some reason, think I know everything and nothing gets past me. Yeah, you could say that’s ignorant, perhaps wrong? I am who I am and I can’t change the past only what the future holds. I want to change the future, but I’m a day away. I vow to be the best I 2010 mind, body, and personality that I wasn’t in 2009. I really need to try a few new things. Maybe revisit some old.
- Think of a new name
- Create it
- Continue w/ concrete details
- Finish
- Follow through with daily routines
- Stay in on weekend nights
- Eat more breakfasts
- Work after work
- Play and take pictures
- Buy clothes when you want to
That’s probably my 2010 wish list.
This is the first year that I have payed attention to seasons changing around me. I’ve taken a notice at lights, smells, nights, degrees, conversations, and more. I’m thinking of the year rather than just a past moment. I try and take it 1 day at a time, that usually turns into 1 week at a time though and that really sucks. We need more hours.
And that’s where I am with you on Sunday. I’m telling you that you will listen, and when you are ready, you’ll respond. I have great confidence in that.
